I’m so sorry that I haven’t posted anything for such a long time. It’s just.. It’s just whenever I turn on the tv, I start to grow such a hate inside of me. I lost hope. I lost hope in love. I lost hope in faith, but most of all I lost hope in our race. And I hate myself for thinking that we can make a change. I still believe in it, a bit, but I’m just shocked when I listen to the news. How can people be so cruel, and kill innocent people, and even children. Everything I stand for, all I believe in, people are just.. I do try my best in helping others. I believe in equality. Equality for everybody. I haven’t eaten meat or fish for almost six years because I think it’s just a disgusting thing. Have you ever seen how the meat or fish you buy in your supermarket gets produced? And I use only products which weren’t tested on animals. So many animals have to die because of us, only because we want to put something on our face. It’s ridiculous. There are so many alternatives, but our race is too selfish to use them. Sometimes I even wish for natural catastrophes because we only act when something dramatic happens, and sometimes even then we don’t act. But at the same time I don’t wish for that because then also innocent people and animals which do nothing wrong would get affected, too. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I support and help charities, and organizations. We try to raise awareness to very important issues, but people still continue their ways. Are they just blind, or totally stupid. I dont know. Can somebody please explain me?! I’m not saying that every one of us is cruel, and I am definitely not perfect. We all have flaws, but we should try and work on them. I just have no respect for people who only long for money and power, what does it get you? You’re going to die anyways, and if you got so many enemies what do you get? There are so many good people on this planet, but sometimes I think the bad ones are in the majority, and I don’t know what to do anymore.